What the Rain Told Me
Ben Cooper
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By the time I got to the grocery store, the curling clouds had begun
to darken and take hold of the sun. An apprehensive image
bled through the sliding double doors. Smoke breaks shortened
with the rumble of the charged earth as the smokers stretched and stood
and tapped on the green plastic tower, depositing their burnt ends
above. The cart’s wheels rattled offbeat from the song that chirped
through the tinny speakers on the ceiling. If I throttled my speed,
I could get it to match. I passed the shifting red scanner as it caught
sight of its first target. The beep, beep, beep—a warning. The blue-vested
employee, dead-eyed, touched the screen and returned to his mechanical
motions. Are you a rewards member with us? An electric hum leaked
from the customers in their post-work haze. They pushed their own
carts. They led their own lives. I passed the paper plates stacked
next to the cat food next to the greeting cards next to the bread next to the beer
next to the wine next to the mother carrying her baby through
the aisles. Frozen fish and vegan substitutes. Decisions, decisions. An infinite maze
of options and opportunity. An old woman reminded me of my grandmother. I stopped
to watch her move (I had to make sure). She hawked the tower of gift
cards, her uncertainty marking the changing of the guard. A young couple held
hands down the way. They stood in front of the Clearblue—99% accurate. Where
did the other percent go? A man checked a peach for the squishy marks
of brown rot, weighing it in his palm, running his fingers across
its fuzzy face. (Much too ripe.) He put it back. A spot-
faced teenager fled from the Valentine’s flowers, now 60% off. He whispered
in his mom’s ear and blushed. He chose the dying roses. The baby began
to cry. The rain whispered across the thin corrugated ceiling. We all raised
our eyes in response, knowing
things—knowing nothing.
Ben Cooper is an undergraduate student studying creative writing and philosophy at Salisbury University. His poetry aims to provoke deep thought and reflection from his audience, exploring the absurdities of life, the mysteries of faith, and the necessity of hope. He also works as an assistant editor at Poet Lore, and his work is either published or forthcoming in Frontier Poetry, Penn Review, The Shore, West Trade Review, and Stanchion.